keh

I'm confused.  I didn't want to miss anything when I left.  I don't know what this is but it all feels so large.  I guess I will find out soon enough.  But what if I don't?  It's very possible there will still be so many questions left unanswered.  Ug. How dare life.  Some things make me wonder if this is all wrong.  I don't think I've given it a fair chance to know yet though.  I've let go of some ideologies.  Is that bad or good?  Too many questions.  But I am excited with the prospect.  Just extremely nervous.