who you wanted
if i could be
who you wanted....
I haven't listened to Radiohead in awhile. Not that they could ever be irrelevant...they just haven't be on my radar. But tonight I listen.
What the hell happened may be the question I ask myself forever.
To build something off of nothing but that nothing was supposed to be something but it was really nothing.
The worst part is that this species of humans CANNOT seem to understand what they do to make us feel utterly insignificant. Since when did common courtesy become rocket science?
It's unfair that I have to sit there feeling shitty and heart achen (for broken would be too strong) and they just get to turn everything off and float through life. I don't even have as many emotions as normal girls do!!
How many people can say they cried through an entire airport and all the way until the layover? The poor guy sitting next to me didn't know what to do. He handed me his extra napkin and snacks with a pitying smile, but that small gester restored some faith in the kindness of strangers. And even without me crying on her, my second neighbor bought me a 3rd Bloody Mary. I guess that worked out ok.
I honestly don't even know how to properly write about this. That's been an issue for me lately. God, I just need to leave - I abhor this transition state.
it's the best thing that you ever have,
best thing that you ever had,
is gone away....
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