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I don't know what it is, just a craving to write.  Some sort of satisfaction found in the presentation of hidden thoughts strewn in the dark corners of the internet.  But no, I want to write something more.  I've said it before and I'll say it again - a wise person once suggested that you should write the book you want to read. Which I tried... until I realized I didn't know what I wanted to read.  What I ended up was writing was laughably awful.  I just want to write a story, one with meaning.  Why does that seem to be so hard to do?